vacation

2022-01-04

i copied this from the gemini server at log.aviary.biz. i took that down, so here’s the poorly formatted remnants rendered as if it were markdown!

i’m on vacation. i’ve checked my job email at least once every day since taking off.

i also smoked a joint and walked around the park today, and after having a goofy conversation with some strangers i got to watch a glorious winter sunset.

each passing day of vacation reminds me of how much i need it. i like my job, but i can’t keep the pace up forever. i don’t think i can emotionally detach myself; instead i want to find a balance that works for both me and my employer.

why do i always want to be The One who fixes everything? everything is too big, and life is too short. sometimes i think that, instead of searching for a cause worthy of my efforts, i should choose the actions worthy of my happiness.